maybe the key is to expect nothing. and when you're not all caught up in what you want to happen, something great will come along. i like nonsense, it wakes up brain cells. fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of the telescope, which is what i do. and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
- Dr. Suess - don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like you were his everything. you still had happy memories. & you're always going to miss them. don't try to replace him, cause you won't. just get through each day & eventually it'll get better. i promise . eventually someone will come into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be something special to you. so don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him, or at least dull the memories. cause you're only going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. just be patient, and wait ... because someday someone better, as impossible as it seems, will eventually come along. 
There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path ? Will others tell you who you are or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.. do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. i'm nowhere near perfect. i eat when i'm bored, i fall for boys easily. i'm vunerable to believing lies. i'm hoping that one day i won't need a fake smile. i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through. i make up excuses for everything. i have best friends and enemies. i have drama and memories. and that's life. live it, love it, learn from it. 
all I would like in my life, is to someday have the strength and be free of the resentment and anger that I carry around with me. I just want to be one of those people who is better than the worst thing that ever happens to her. i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i'm out of control and at times i'm hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
- Marilyn Monroe - you lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind. you gotta stand up and you gotta stand still, watch your back cause no one else will.
- Lifehouse - 
maybe we like the pain. maybe we're wired that way, because without it, i don't know. maybe we just wouldn't feel real. what's that saying ? it's like why do i keep hitting myself with a hammer? it's because it feels so good when i stop.
- Grey's Anatomy - E.E. Cummings once wrote, "to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting."
- one tree hill - i'm not going to stress out over you anymore. it isn't worth it. i tried and maybe i didn't try hard enough, but it didn't seem to work and it's exhausting. and i'm not saying that i don't want you, because believe me, i do. all i'm saying is i'm done chasing after you. 
when you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. you could break a bone or a heart. you look before you leap and sometimes you don't even leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. and, in life, there's no safety net. when did it stop being fun and start being scary?
- sex and the city - you know that feeling you get on Sunday where
you just had the whole day to yourself & its been
great. & then you remember that you have to go
to school the next day & it just ruins the rest of
the night? i have to go home tomorrow & i have
that feeling, just like its Sunday night
* One Tree Hill * now that's frustrating, when what your brain tells you you want, and what you actually want don't match up. it's exhausting and, well, it's complicated. but that's life, and life sucks.
- grey's anatomy - 
she's perfectly fine with being herself, because for once, she just doesn't care what anybody thinks about her. let me tell you something you already know. the world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. it is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. you, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. but it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. that's how winning is done. now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. but you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
- Rocky Balboa - why is it so hard for me to tell the truth? its not that i lie exactly... sometimes its just easier to pretend the truth doesn't exist 
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry ;
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile fill your days with the people you love and the drinks you enjoy. if other people are jealous;; you are doing something right. 
dont flatter yourself sweetie;; the only fan you have is on your ceiling theres a point in your life when you realize who never mattered, who matters and who always will. sometimes life gets so hard to deal with
the only escape is to put on your headphones
& blast the music until everything goes away 
I believe in payback. Letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative. worrying is a total waste of time.
it does is mess up your mind
and steal your happiness Always smile through drama.
I promise things will get better.
It might be stormy now, but
it can't rain forever. 
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